Why am I in salsa?

Until today, then I realize that my main purpose of doing salsa has been forgotten. Thanks to Number 2,My Frog prince, telling me.
I have not been dancing with him for few months cause I feel so stressful with him. He is just too good.

Today, Number 2 saw me doing many mistakes with another Pro, the best lead I ever met. Instead of leaving me alone, he approach me for the next dance. The moment dancing with him, my whole body became so tense, this not the 1st time anyway. I keep telling myself to relax, and he kept mumbling to me not to be too rush. But I am too anxious that I can't even hold well of myself. When the dance end, he just whisper to me and said you are just too rush.

Now I know why I chose Salsa!!!
Turning back, I always saw myself doing mistake cos too harsh, also go opposite way with the others.
Then I started to pick up salsa. Main purpose is to control my manners towards others and also tell myself everything have a timing, if you miss it or you rush for it, things will get worse.

After ringing the bell deep in my brain, I should start work harder on timing, not just keep speeding up and do styling.

Its just very straightforward, its the same concept as life. Timing is the most important. Without this, I will miss alot of things.

Just like now, a good example, too lack of timing till no boyfriend for long. I'm just like freezing in the fridge and left in the corner.