ダメなフイティン

If I am going to grumble and say,"Why I don't have a boyfriend?"
You can as well just said me that," You deserve it!!!"

There is really nice people around me, but I just don't appreciate it!!
Super choosy woman! I can't even tahan myself anymore...
Now then I know, stay single is my fault!!

これから日本語で行きます。

めっちゃ優しい男性がいつも家まで送ってくれて、近く住んでなくてもわざと送ってくれて、
スポーツカーがあって、金持ち息子さんけど。。。何か足りない。
３０歳近くになってるし、ちょうどいい年けど。。。何か足りない。
フイティンの気持ちはただ友達だけ考えて、でも向こうはなんか感じ間違え～

自分はめっちゃ遊んでる女、誰でも知ってるよ。
サルサを始まる理由は元彼を嫉妬させたがったから！！
結局はMission Impossibleで、分かれた。
遊び女って、スポーツや汗を流せることが大好き。（e~エロのことじゃない）

子供ごろから、バスケットボールばかりやって、毎日男と一緒のは大したことない。
自然で男と仲良くなりやすくて、みんなと仲間で付き合って来た。
しかし、今回はサルサでバスケットと違って、立場も違って、
自分を気をつけてない時、男と近くついたら、もちろん友達だけですと思って。。
いつも家まで送ってくれて、当然ですと思ってた。

けどさ、今回めっちゃ小さいミスがあって、元と同じの仲良しはもう無理です。
やっぱり、ダメな女よな～

状況
サルサで外国人が多い、オーストラリア人とかドイツ人とかアメリカ人とかいて、
いつもの挨拶は抱こうとか、キスとかは普通で。。。けど、ローカルとは無理！
また、みんながいるとき、手腕が肩に掛けられても、誰でもOK。

こんな見てた人が、軽い女って思われそうよね。
長い付き合って来た友達だったら、みんなは絶対わかる。
とてもFriendlyな女けど、頭にはまだ古い考えかた～

けど、彼が私たちが２人きりのとき、手腕を肩に掛けられた。。。
それの時の私はショックでめっちゃむかついた。
ちょっと。。。失礼な～心声を聞こえた！

それで、ちょうど別の男性友達はトイレから出て、
声を掛けられて、帰るなら俺が送ってあげようかって言われて、
考えずに、彼のミニベンを載ってた。

ただ、肩を掛けられたから普通ジャン～と考え来た～
でも状況は２人きりだから、もっとRespectが必要ジャン！
って言うことは許せない。。。

I think I am over petty and very particular in details..
How to get myself a boyfriend.. I don't think I can make it anymore.
I just can't believe until today I still cannot forgive this matter.
Maybe to him is nothing... but I am just taking it over seriously.

SISF 2008

Friday night right after work, heading all the way down to Downtown east...
For the annual Singapore International Salsa Festival.
This place is really far.

Shows starts off at 9am.


Majority is from local school performance teams.

Then after that, party till 3am with the music of international DJs.

The floor area is at least 6 times bigger than union square.
But super dirty, super slippery.



Me, Jerry, Eugene, May and Eileen accidentally bought 3 days night pass, which cost $110.



Then on Day two morning, I still went to work.
Hyperactive attitude throughout the day and even do Suzie-Q in the office that...
My GM was so surprise with my working attitude...
I am just not enough sleep.

Then heading down to Downtown east again, the train was so full that I can't find a seat to let me fall asleep. Then after arrival, all friends are late and I was sitting bored waiting for them, then....

I FORGOT TO BRING MY NIGHT PASS!!!! OH shit~ $60/night lor!!
So piss off with myself for being so careless!!!
Then then moment, I saw my friends... Tears drop!!
They are trying to source other ways while I just sitting there wiping my tears!!
Such a BIG CRY BABY!!!

Finally, Jerry manage to talk to the organizer and let me in with the deposit of $60 and then return my origin ticket on the next day.
They even come out with some cute ideas to smuggle me in.
Then Number 1 even msg me that he willing to sponsor $10.
I think I am quite good in luck for having friends in my life!!


Today perform by some international dancers and there is also one very amazing dance too.

They are husband and wife. Their teamwork is really amazing. The wife can perform so freely even though her husband just use single hand to lift her up!!

The host try to tease them and they manage to hold him up too!!
Really Cool!

And again party till 2am this time!!




On the last day, finally I get to sleep late till 1pm. The whole body ache and can't move much.
After eating my lunch, I head back to sleep again till 4pm.
Before leaving my house, I double check my bag again,
Wallet, Ticket, dancing shoes, keys, handkerchief and camera!!!
Nothing miss!

Had a great dinner at Superdog with my friends and head to the shows start at 8pm.

Let me do some intro.. Etan(Eileen) and Aslinah!! Quite funny girlfriends.
Good to have them around!

And Number 1 dayo!

Part night start off again!
This is the last night and I stay till the end, which is about 3 am.

KC, one of my favourite hangout with!


Salsa bring everybody together regardless race or religion!

A 2 plus, management wants us to end the festival and not allow to use the AV system anymore and they end up using drums and continue to sing too!
It make me think of the dirty dancing movie again!
Just like right down the street of Cuba, everybody is like that.



All the good dancers and instructors start to cook up the fun and every one enjoyed!

There is some more to share with you guys but not concern with salsa. Will post in the next blog!!
Its my 感想＆失礼なことがあった！Sorry, next blog will be 日本語！

Nothing can be better than now~

Always so busy with everything, always so concern with everything.
Can feel this 10months is really fast.
Soon coming to year end.. and I am still remain as Single!
I had a dream last year, is to get marry this year!
Haha~ Not even a boyfriend I can get for myself...
Life is not easy yet fun!

Things that I am so concern with...
Firstly, Exchange programme..
Been discussing and discussing.. Things just can't be settle properly.
But along the discussion, I learnt many things and see alot.
As I have never been to polytechnic and this time I learn to understand
how the people work there, play there and dream there!

It just so fun to get together. Who cares what to gain, as long as FUN is there.
My so-call first polytechnic I get in touch with.. Very very far~
Right at east area, the location is really fantastic!

They are so into art and the whole area is so nice and creative.
Its more like a museum rather than a school.

Then back at work, nothing can be so good as long!
No idiot stress and everyone is so cooperative, and not much arguments
or annoying people is around. Nothing can be better than now~

But next month, my neighbour is quitting, so will have some new member coming in,
God God please, don't bring irritating people to my world!
I cherish this job so much!!! Please send me a fairy!
And this is his little princess!
I think next month no more her picture as screen saver anymore!


Never mind, I myself is a princess too.

What so good working here??
Can get many kawaii things~
I got this Disney biscuit box from Tokyo Disney sales!
Many Many lobangs~

Then my Manager's birthday~
No more the old man, I change a new manager le!
She was my assistant manager.




She is the luckiest women I ever met. She has a lovely princess and a very very understanding and caring husband! Sometimes I also consider to marry to local, they are really nice to foreigners! But I am a local... Of cos don't have such a luck!

Long time no see~!

Adults life is really hard to gather with friends!

Finally today, we manage to gather after work...
Heading down to IMM near home to have dinner.
Me and Yujing reach really early at about 5.15~5.45,
But we only start to order food when all reach, when it was about 7pm.
Kelly was late cos too lazy to take MRT and ended up waiting for
shuttle bus for more than 45min. Still she has to take MRT.
Then Recca was busy doing nothing in the office so she was late too.



Who's Piggy hand???

Had our dinner at Ajisen~
But the service was too lousy as there is too many new staffs.

Recca only ate Green tea parfeit for dinner ... So yummy that~
Kelly and me order the same item! We super copycat ar!

Then slowly we realize that we were not in the same class on the graduating year!
~~~~~~~
4E1 Ms Boney~Recca! ****** 4E2 Ms Five Hundred~Yujing!

~~~~~~~
4E3Ms Fatty Zhen~Me! ******* 4E4 Ms Kelsai~Kelly Goh!

Then this is the so call gathering! All from different classes~



And we have more plans to go!!!
Let's go batam after tonight's discussion!
Must do some homework for the next trip!
Main objective is spa and food!!
Yeah Yeah!